probably seemed like a good idea when it was built. The faithful could look up to it. The heathen could see it looking down on them. It was there. It was an important part of the community it was built to serve but also separated from it in some indefinable sort of way. The early parishioners came to it by horse and buggy or shanks pony. They often attended twice on Sundays and perhaps early in the morning during the working week. It was a busy place.
If you need to go to it by tricycle it is not such a good idea. I thought of this as I pedalled up there yesterday.
The need to go was all my own fault of course. If I had been well organised I could have given my donation to their Christmas hampers for the poor to someone who goes there on Sundays. Of course that would have meant doing something at least a week ago. I did not do anything.
The Senior Cat used to take an item of food to church each Sunday. I would hand over something as he left. There would be cereal or pasta or pasta sauce or the inevitable baked beans in packs of four for individual servings and packets of cup-a-soup. The items would go to a centre in the city which feeds the homeless and provides food for families in need. At Christmas time they try to provide something a bit extra and a little bit more interesting than the basics. It is why I continue to do what the Senior Cat would have wanted me to do and what I feel I must do.
As children our own Christmas celebrations were not extravagant but we did get our new Sunday clothes for the next year and a book or toy from our parents and grandparents. We were expected to make things for them as soon as we could - even if our paternal grandmother gave up some "very secret" help.
We also had a special meal. To have none of those things is not what Christmas, apart from the religious aspect, should be about for children. I suspect most children will have no religion in their Christmas at all. We most definitely did. There is no tradition of midnight mass in the Presbyterian church but there were very definitely Christmas carols. The sermon on Christmas Day was likely to be short and all the children would participate in the nativity scene, mostly dressed in our dressing gowns as the robes for the shepherds and the kings.
To have none of that seems wrong so I pedalled up the hill with my small contribution - or pedalled as far as I could. I should have gone the long way around...the route I worked out from the old house. It is much longer but the hill climb is not as steep. But, I thought I would be smart and go a shorter route from here...I walked the last hundred metres pushing the trike...but I got there. It probably took me just as long, if not longer.
I went in the back way. (There are at least four ways to get into the church grounds and the one I chose goes around the back of the church. It is useful if you do not particularly want to be seen.) The church was open. It was quiet, very quiet. The priest's car was not there but I knew "the red bin" would be by the side door of the narthex. It was all I needed.
The priest arrived just as I was leaving. He waved. I waved back and was about to leave but he called out to me and I waited.
"I didn't need to see you D... " I told him, "I was just putting something in the red bin."
He nodded. We chatted for a moment and then he said, "It's all down hill on the way back." Yes, I could coast all the way down to the shopping centre and thus the post office. There was no need to pedal at all... but I could not help wondering if the journey was something like life. It is much harder to get to a good place at the top than it is to coast down to the bottom.